friday: i fucked the toga party. i had better stuff to do. and yeah that nite, was by far thee best. except when rents fucked it up. oh and big shout to caitlin and zana "10 O'CLOCK CLARQUE KEY EH?" yea they never showed up. so vicky michaela and izzee me were gonna go for shisha. it was supposedly michaelas bday surprise but she didnt havemuch. hahaha it was fun night. the walk and the cab too *eee*. but it was all good. all good.  

sunday: woke up at like 10 to do hw and slept till 3 out in the sun and tv and hw  and slept and cooked.

i helped my mom with her outfit shit for that brazilian concert baobab or summin? hha aand i was like dammit mom you have nice fine clothes. and i was like... imma work hard and get rich and buy nice designer clothes and clutches and pashimna shit. and if i happen to win 75000 bucks i could get 150 pairs of Jimmy Choos or 130 pairs of Manolo Bahniks. haha omg im obsessed wit shoes now. shoe fucking fetish. ahahha. my mom has these versace stilettos and i was like. ok imma steal it. jack it off the closet. ahaha if i were like to rob a house, i'll probably look thru the shoes first. ok but i dont really plan to rob a house lol. what else am i like crazy on...

OMFG! I GOT ACCEPTED TO PARSONS SCH O DESIGN!! hahaha summer sch. its ok. haha itll gimme credit so it wont be that hard to get into it later on. haha yay hardcore fashion design baby. hha yay tomorows friday. zna n m be dunkin blck cats. yes yes es

school: i hate it

lunch: sushi (again)

stoner corner ( the stairs): i was almost raped by a woman named vicky (kindergarden arch-enemy)

nails: i took off the nailpolish. it stained my nails now theyr like icky

swimming: 50 lengths again today

dinner: frog legs. i hate it. i never had it before but i dissected one in 8th grade and i didnt eat it. i stuck to my mushroom soup.

homework: did it all

on life: im so happy coz i took all the drugs under the sun. ok no i'm not so happy im not sure why but im happy heart.

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this whole page is dedicated to matt bolt. my best bud whose now broken hearted. (and i still love him like a fat kid loves chocolate)(haha inside joke folks)

this is matt. without his eyebrow pierce. funny how we ALWAYS run into each other on thursdays. hahaha ok well mayb co he has soccer practices on thursday in our sch fields and i ALWAYS have something to stay late till 9 for on thursdays. the only time we didn't meet on a thursday was mtv asia awards. i saw like him wondering about aimlessly ... with this lost look on his face and i was like. yo. and it was cool. i felt bad coz i ditched him after. i'll make it up to you i swear.

he did the rainbow effect! yea applause for artistic skills folks.

i've n ever seen him with his hair gelled up. lol yea funny how i used to think he was the average blond haired blue eyed guy. lol he isnt! if youliek look into his eyes, you can see the ocean. u look into my normal black ones you can see yourself. haha ok ive only got these pictures.

incase yer wondering why the fuck imputting these pics up, its cozi wanna show this broken hearted kid that some1 cares for him and loves him like a kindergardener loves glue. or maybe a drug addict whose addicted to drugs. ok what?!! im so fucked.

xoxoxo matt